My Story
At age 29 I could not escape the constant demonic laughter and loud voices telling me “YOU’RE WORTHLESS, YOUR DISGUSTING, YOU’LL NEVER AMOUNT TO ANYTHING, I HATE YOU!”
What brought me to this point in my life where my energy body was filled with demons trying to get me to kill myself? It was a life of trauma, abuse, which turned into self-abuse. Fortunately my strong connection to the Divine, saved my life.
Let’s begin the story at age three when the finished attic in our small house became my bedroom.
At night I would sit alone in the dormer window staring up at the dark star filled sky and cry. “I want to go home. I want to go home.” I knew I was not from Earth.
When I got into my bed the dark entities that lived behind the paneled walls would come out and surround my bed. I starred up at them as they peered down at me. I was terrified. I was so afraid to move or fall asleep. Afraid they would attack me and enter my body. This experience began the lifelong relationship I have had with all sorts of other-dimensional beings.
My third dimensional home life was another challange.
I was subject to mental, emotional, and sexual abuse and no human love. At age seven, I got blood poisoning as a result of a wound not cared for. I had headaches, seizures, fainting spells, heard other-dimensional horrific sounds and began hallucinating.
During my parents divorce, at age thriteen I had to testify against my father. Being attacked, grilled, and manipulated by his lawyer I left the courthouse overwhelmed with anger, pain, and sadness. I was so emotionally distressed I could barely function.
One morning as I was walking to school, I stopped when I got to the top of the hill. I stood still. I felt fear and trauma resonating throughout my entire being.
“I am so messed up,” I said out loud. “I have to get un-messed up.” At age thirteen, I began my spiritual quest to heal myself.
As a young adult I tried to escape my fear and pain with alcohol and drugs. In spite of this self abuse, my psychic and clairvoyant gifts continued to blossom as I began to see people and animals who had crossed over.
Now at age twenty-nine I was fighting for my life. In spite of all the demonic attacks and being lost in hellish darkness, my soul’s connection to the Divine saved my life.
Because of this experience, my soul’s desire became clear: to help heal people mentally, emotionally, and spiritually so they too could be free to experience their Divinity.
In the 1980’s I was blessed learn how to contact with the Devic realm during a teaching with Dorothy Maclean. one of the Findhorn founders. From 1990 to 2000 I studied with a Self Realized Master, which led me into the mystical realm where I reconnected with my cosmic self, the planets, galactic beings and other-dimensional beings of Lite that reside in, on and around Earth.
In spite of all the challanges in my life I never ceased to express my creative talents.
I have created, written, choreographed, directed, produced, and performed in my own theatrical stage shows, nightclub shows, one act plays, and my cable access televisions show Godess Galactica®, still on the air in Portland, OR.
Presently on YouTube you can enjoy my podcast channel Myrtle Schmergle
From some waking visions I have seen, I want to leave you with hope for the future of Earth and humanity.
I have seen the end result after Earth has cleansed herself. Chunks of land have fallen into the seas. Ancient mountain ranges have risen out of the oceans. Earth’s entire atmosphere is clean, fresh, and sparkling with Divine energy.
Silver ships containing our loving space brothers and sisters are slowly gliding over the mountains of Terra.
Our hearts are bursting with joy as we excitedly watch their approach.
All war, hatred, greed, corruption is gone. The nightmare on Earth is over.
There is only the brilliant colorful beauty of nature engulfed in the vibration of love and harmony. It is a new cosmic and Divine beginning for mother Earth and for those of us who have chosen to experience this glorious new chapter with her.
