My Story

I KNEW I WAS NOT FROM EARTH From the age of three my parents gave me my own bedroom, which was the “finished” attic in our small old suburban house. At night I would sit on the dormer window ledge and stare at the stars in the sky and cry, “I want to go home. I want to go home.” I knew my home was somewhere out there in the dark sky.

SEEING OTHER-DIMENSIONAL DARK BEINGS The walls in the attic were covered with fake wood paneling. The first night when I was in bed, to my horror I saw several dark beings starring at me from behind the wood paneling. They knew I could see them. Suddenly they were all around my little bed leaning over peering down at me. In the dark silence I lay on my back too afriad to move as I stared up at them. This became a nightly ritual. ‍ ‍IT’S NOT SAFE TO BE IN THE BODY I lived in constant fear of the dark beings, which propelled me to leave my body every night. It was not safe for me to be in my body. This belief stayed with me throughout my life. NO ESCAPE During the day I was emotionally distraught and saturated by my mom’s deep depression and physical pain, and my dad’s emotional and mental abuse. (I had no memory of the seven year sexual abuse from my dad until a visual image triggered my memory when I was in my forties.) At age seven, I got blood poisoning as a result of a wound on my knee. I had constant headaches, seizures, fainting spells, heard other-dimensional horrific sounds and began hallucinating., I was suffocating from not only my emotions but I absorbed everyone else's pain and sadness. I could barely function. MAKING A VOW One morning as I was walking to school, I stopped when I got to the top of the hill. I stood still. I felt fear and trauma resonating throughout my entire being. “I am so messed up,” I said out loud. “I have to get un-messed up.” At age thirteen, I began my quest to heal myself, which has been the driving force of my life. SELF ABUSE As a young adult I tried to escape my fear and pain with alcohol and drugs. An eating disorder began, which continued off and on throughout my life. In spite of this self abuse, my psychic and clairvoyant gifts continued to blossom as I began to see people and animals who had crossed over. LIFE OR DEATH CRISIS As a result of the unresolved anger, fear, pain, and drug abuse, at age twenty-nine I was fighting for my life. I had become a prime host for several dark entities who attached themselves to my energy field, draining my life force energy, as they relentlessly screamed at me to kill myself. I felt I was going crazy and dying. See Attached Entities.‍ ‍MY LIFE’S PURPOSE REVEALED I constantly prayed to be guided out of this hell and I was. As a result of this incredible spiritual journey, which led me to receive a massive healing, my soul’s desire became clear: to help heal people so they too could be free to experience their Divine self. Even though I could see other-dimensional beings in other dimensions, it was at this time I discovered my Divine gift of seeing into other timelines. I began doing Spiritual Counseling and Healing sessions, seeing and freeing people from being stuck in trauma in other timelines. See Spiritual Counseling and Healing‍ ‍SPIRITUAL STUDIES AND COSMIC CONNECTION In the 1980’s I learned how to contact the Devic realm during a teaching with Dorothy Maclean. one of the Findhorn founders. From 1990 to 2000 I studied with a Self Realized Master, which led me into the mystical realm where I reconnected with my cosmic self. I fell in love and began working with the planets in our solar system, the Milky Way galaxy, our Sun, galactic beings, comets, asteroids, eclipses, planetary transits, and other-dimensional beings of Lite that reside in, on and around Earth. See Recent Cosmic Events and Experiences. For 2010-2012 I was privileged to learn two very specific shamanic healing techniques from a gifted shamanic healer, which helped alleviate some of my fear of the dark beings. RELEASING FEAR AND TRAUMA Even though I have seen and removed thousands of all sorts of other dimensional dark beings and dark energies from people, buildings, land, and neighborhoods, there was always a fear of being attacked by them; the same fear from my childhood. Besides working on my mental and emotional self for decades, I realized I still had trauma and fear in my physical body. I began doing somatic exercises and kundalini yoga to release a lifetime of these stored emotions, which were still negatively affecting me. FROM VICTIM TO VICTOR Today I continue doing my regular spiritual practices. When confronted by all sorts of demonic beings, even those that are four stories tall, I am able to acknowledge their presence without fear. FORGIVING SELF With the help and guidance from one of my beloved Spirit Guides and the Holy Spirit, I have been able to forgive my family and all those who have hurt me during my lifetime. I had to forgive myself for those I had unintentionally hurt. Plus I had to forgive myself for constantly being afraid to express how I feel so I could speak my truth. For sabotaging myself, and for all the self destructive behaviors I did to my physical body. Forgiveness has enabled me to establish a new relationship with my body. To honor and cherish it so I am no longer afraid to be in it. MISSION ACCOMPLISHED My lifelong quest to become “unmessed up” is being accomplished. FUTURE VISION OF EARTH To leave you on a positive note I want to share one of the waking visions I have seen. A vision of the future of Earth and humanity. I have seen the end result after Earth has cleansed herself. Chunks of land have fallen into the seas. Ancient mountain ranges have risen out of the oceans. Earth’s entire atmosphere is clean, fresh, and sparkling with Divine energy. Silver ships containing our loving space brothers and sisters are slowly gliding over the mountains of Terra. Our hearts are bursting with joy as we excitedly watch their approach. All war, hatred, greed, corruption is gone. The nightmare on Earth is over. There is only the brilliant colorful beauty of nature engulfed in the vibration of love and harmony. It is a new cosmic and Divine beginning for mother Earth and for those of us who have chosen to experience this glorious new chapter with her. MY CREATIVE LIFE In spite of all the challenges in my life I never ceased to express my creative talents. I have created, written, choreographed, directed, produced, and performed as an actress and dancer in my own theatrical stage shows, nightclub shows, three one act plays, a one woman comedy show, and my cable access televisions show Godess Galactica®, still on the air in Portland, OR. Presently on YouTube you can enjoy my podcast channel Myrtle Schmergle.