My Story

I KNEW I WAS NOT FROM EARTH
From the age of three my parents gave me my own bedroom, which was the “finished” attic in our small old suburban house.

At night I would sit on the dormer window ledge and stare at the stars in the sky and cry, “I want to go home. I want to go home.”  I knew my home was somewhere out there in the dark sky.

SEEING OTHER-DIMENSIONAL DARK BEINGS
The walls in the attic were covered with fake wood paneling.
The first night when I was in bed, to my horror I saw several dark beings starring at me from behind the wood paneling. They knew I could see them. 

Suddenly they were all around my little bed leaning over peering down at me. In the dark silence I lay on my back too afriad to move as I stared up at them.
 
IT’S NOT SAFE TO BE IN THE BODY
Terrified, I cried out, “Mommy! Mommy! 

In spite of her deep depression and severe arthritis pain, my mom climbed the long narrow staircase to the attic and sat on my bed. Upon her arrival the dark beings quickly fled to their home behind the paneling. 

Mom assured me I would be fine and stayed with me until I calmed down and fell asleep.

The third night I called for her help, my mom slowly climbed the stairs. When she sat on my bed she said, “You’ll be the death of me”. 

Terror and sadness reverberated through my body. Having my mom come up the stairs these several nights I knew it was physically hurting her. I felt sick in my heart knowing I was the cause of her pain.

I could never call for my mom again! If I did she would die!

Now I had no one to help me, no one to protect me, no one to comfort me. I lived in constant fear of the dark beings, which propelled me to leave my body every night. It was not safe for me to be in my body. This belief stayed with me throughout my life.

NO ESCAPE
At night I was terrorized by the dark beings. During the day I was emotionally distraught and saturated by my mom’s deep depression and physical pain, and my dad’s emotional and mental abuse. (I had no memory of the seven year sexual abuse from my dad until a visual image triggered my memory when I was in my forties.)

At age seven, I got blood poisoning as a result of a wound on my knee. I had constant headaches, seizures, fainting spells, heard other-dimensional horrific sounds and began hallucinating. 

Besides living in constant fear of the dark beings, constant fear of being in my body, I was suffocating from not only my emotions but I absorbed everyone else's pain and sadness.  I could barely function.

MAKING A VOW
One morning as I was walking to school, I stopped when I got to the top of the hill. I stood still. I felt fear and trauma resonating throughout my entire being.

“I am so messed up,” I said out loud. “I have to get un-messed up.” At age thirteen, I began my quest to heal myself, which has been the driving force of my life. 

SELF ABUSE
As a young adult I tried to escape my fear and pain with alcohol and drugs. An eating disorder began, which continued off and on throughout my life.

In spite of this self abuse, my psychic and clairvoyant gifts continued to blossom as I began to see people and animals who had crossed over.

LIFE OR DEATH CRISIS
As a result of the unresolved anger, fear, pain, and drug abuse, at age twenty-nine I was fighting for my life.

I had become a prime host for several dark entities who attached themselves to my energy field, draining my life force energy, as they relentlessly screamed at me to kill myself. I felt I was going crazy and dying. See Workshop Page, Attached Entities.

MY LIFE’S PURPOSE REVEALED
I constantly prayed to be guided out of this hell and I was.
As a result of this incredible spiritual journey, which led me to receive a massive healing, my soul’s desire became clear: to help heal people so they too could be free to experience their Divine self. 

Even though I could see other-dimensional beings, it was at this time I discovered my Divine gift of seeing into other timelines. I began doing Spiritual Counseling and Healing sessions, seeing and freeing people from being stuck in trauma in other timelines. See Spiritual Counseling and Healing

SPIRITUAL STUDIES AND COSMIC CONNECTION
In the 1980’s I learned how to contact the Devic realm during a teaching with Dorothy Maclean. one of the Findhorn founders. 

From 1990 to 2000 I studied with a Self Realized Master, which led me into the mystical realm where I reconnected with my cosmic self. I fell in love and began working with the planets in our solar system, the Milky Way galaxy, our Sun, galactic beings, comets, asteroids, eclipses, planetary transits, and other-dimensional beings of Lite that reside in, on and around Earth. 

For 2010-2012 I was privileged to learn two very specific shamanic healing techniques from a gifted shamanic healer, which helped alleviate some of my fear of the dark beings.

RELEASING FEAR AND TRAUMA
Even though I have seen and removed thousands of all sorts of other dimensional dark beings and dark energies from people, buildings, land, and neighborhoods, there was always a fear of being attacked by them; the same fear from my childhood. 

Realizing I still had trauma and fear in my physical body I began doing somatic exercises and kundalini yoga to release a lifetime of these stored emotions, which were still negatively affecting me.

FROM VICTIM TO VICTOR
Today I continue doing my regular spiritual practices. When confronted by all sorts of demonic beings, even those that are four stories tall, I am able to acknowledge their presence without fear. 

FORGIVING SELF
With the help of the Holy Spirit I am able to forgive myself for all the self destructive behaviors I did to my physical body. This has enabled me to establish a new relationship with my body. To honor and cherish it so I am no longer afraid to be in it.

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED
My lifelong quest to become “unmessed up” has been accomplished.

FUTURE VISION OF EARTH
From some waking visions I have seen, I want to leave you with hope for the future of Earth and humanity.

I have seen the end result after Earth has cleansed herself. Chunks of land have fallen into the seas. Ancient mountain ranges have risen out of the oceans. Earth’s entire atmosphere is clean, fresh, and sparkling with Divine energy.

Silver ships containing our loving space brothers and sisters are slowly gliding over the mountains of Terra. 

Our hearts are bursting with joy as we excitedly watch their approach.

All war, hatred, greed, corruption is gone. The nightmare on Earth is over.
  
There is only the brilliant colorful beauty of nature engulfed in the vibration of love and harmony. It is a new cosmic and Divine beginning for mother Earth and for those of us who have chosen to experience this glorious new chapter with her.  

MY CREATIVE LIFE
In spite of all the challenges in my life I never ceased to express my creative talents. 

I have created, written, choreographed, directed, produced, and performed as an actress and dancer in my own theatrical stage shows, nightclub shows, three one act plays, a one woman comedy show, and my cable access televisions show Godess Galactica®, still on the air in Portland, OR.

Presently on YouTube you can enjoy my podcast channel Myrtle Schmergle.